Days since surgery

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I thought this was cute...

I stole this from cycling chick site...You go to google and type in "your name needs", for example "Shermi needs" but since my real name brings nothing I used my nickname, "Mimi needs" and you list the responses that come up

1. Mimi needs home
2.Mimi needs to stop helping where it's not needed.
3. Mimi needs to accept what happened.
4. Aunt Mimi needs help!
5. Mimi needs to confide in Bonnie
6. Mimi needs to approach her husband not state Clair is his..
7. Mimi needs to know all the requirements, at a fairly detailed level
8. Mimi needs to move on and leave Shawn with Belle
9. Mimi needs to get off Belle's *** because at least Belle is being honest, something Mimi ... I think mimi needs to kick belle's @$$.. Belle makes me sick. ...
10. Seems Mimi needs her mommy's tits to recharge her backbone. ...
12. Mimi needs to find more things to do while her g/f is working her ass off to have a better life for them. Their relationship isn't healthy and I hope they ...

I guess I have some issues to work out (with my husband and my girlfriend...)

Saturday, August 12, 2006

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you.

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Stuck in a rut

I am the master of self sabotage...I wake up every day and say I am going to exercise today and stay on points. But somewhere during the day I eat something I shouldn't and I start the day journaling and then stop. I have not consistently exercised in weeks. I am at 39lbs lost now, I have been stuck between 39 and 45lbs for the last month or two. I need to get on the ball, I was watching an old Oprah and they talked about feeling that you are worthy and how the way we feel about ourselves is developed when we are young. It is so true I never felt good enough in my family, I never felt truly loved or maybe I knew they loved me but never felt liked. I was very smart but being smart wasn't cool or popular (to me) so alot of my accomplishments I kept to myself.
I have let fear, self doubt and self sabotage control my entire life. In order for me to live the life God intended for me I have to change that voice in my head.