Days since surgery

Friday, September 07, 2007

Still Alive and Still Fat

I know no one probably reads this and that's okay because I obviously hardly ever write anything. I am still not on the band wagon and I have gain all the pre-WW weight exempt about 5lbs. Other changes...

  • Kinda started seeing a new guy, I broke up with my ex but we are still really cool and still talk, neither wants to be the person that moves on first but we both know we have too. It's crazy because me and this guy have known each other for a while at work and always sent each other the occasional instant msg and then we started talking on the phone...and progress...but the thing is he celebrates my body and I am not comfortable with that, my ex was good about making me feel comfortable...but its hard to be comfortable with someone new.
  • 19 yr old co-worker has a crush and is pushing up hard...had a few flirt episodes but wants to take it further....but the new guy I am seeing is tall, smart and cute...I like him ALOT.
  • Reconsidering having the lapband surgery....I am tired of being fat.

Thats all I can think of right now...I am at work and have to get back to work...I promise I will write more later.....